♥ Hehehe

Sorry everyone. :(
That I had not been here for long long time. I was trying to force myself to update.
But its always my laziness won. :P
Forgive. :)


HAHAHA!! My life is super better now! :D
And its almost two months that we have been together.
Appreciate every moment I spend with him. :)


We went to date for a few times but no our pictures were taken. :(
But I captured him when he sat on my opposite side.
I do love taking pictures! :D

♥ 空

等待着 希望着 猜想着
他的气几时才会消
望着我的电话 没有一点的动静
我忍着我的眼泪 一点都不希望它掉下


我不奢望你的原谅 只希望你能快点好起来
空空的心 空空的脑袋 空空的我
坐在电脑前 看着你的相片 想念着你
可是你知道吗？


没有你的夜晚 确实很难熬
我把电话关机后 又开了机 看到你为我的开机图片的相片
我想在你发信息给我的那一刻 马上看到信息的内容
可以让我知道你怎样了吗？


一直写着我的日记 是笔停不下来 还是我讨厌自己讨厌的非常厉害
我真的觉得我不再配 你可以再次的和我说话吗
我很难受 但我知道 你比我更加难受
对不起

♥ I will wait

I said sorry.
But i know that its not enough to heal the wound which is in your heart.

You said you need some quiet time.
I will wait.
No matter how long it is.
I WILL WAIT.

♥A place where I can really release my emotions

My blog is not dead.
I just dont know what to type.
I came back and wanna release my emotions.


Just a few weeks abd not even one month.
I think we have argued for two or three times.
I really dont know what was wrong with me.
I just cant control myself.


It makes me feel so guilty.
I am always the one who annoyed you,made you angry.
Yet you didnt really scold me.
But i hope that you could scold me.
Scold me until i wake up so that i wont hurt you anymore.


Please count. How many time did i make you feel sad and angry?
You showed nothing everytime but I know that you feel mot very good in your heart.
What a failure. Started i feel that i am not worthy to have the right to love you.


I am not good. :(
I said i would be ok but i dont think so.
Somebody help me please.
He took my heart away and i dont even know what to do now.
He couldnt give me back and i dont want he give it back to me also.

T.T
Cry couldnt help me.
JW!!!
Im sorry.